Yes I still know I am blessed. Just frustrated with myself is all.
Friday, June 26, 2009
Can someone mail me back my brain?
Remember when I said that the hardest part of having a baby for me was breastfeeding? I lied. Today has been a bad day. My dad informed me that I didn't call him on Father's day. Apparently I thought I had but it was really a couple of days before. Seth's aunt's husband just found out he has a brain tumor so Seth's mom went to Macon to see them and I was supposed to go let her dogs out, feed them, play with them, etc. over the course of the day and I totally forgot. Like 100% never once went over there and just realized it and it is 10 o'clock at night. I want to cry over my stupidity. I was SO on top of things before getting pregnant. I was organized and had my act together at all times. Now I feel like I am constantly apologizing for messing up. I know, woe is me. But seriously. This all makes me feel like CRAP.
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Don't beat yourself up. The first thing children teach you is that you are not in control, never were in control and will never be in control...of anything ;) I called it "environmental ADHD". It's like having a bowling alley installed in your brain.
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